DREAM~

updating blog is a thing that i don't really do everyday but maybe few month one post!! i'm too lazy to type or using some cool grammer to attract ppl to read it!!

in life many things had happen and those things make me grow much more stronger and elder... if anyone would to ask me when i'm in my secondary skul life!! what is your occupation next time?? i would to say becoming a well-known sports man!! but if u would to ask me now!! i would say i wanted to be a man who can earn a lot of money!! in conclusion to b a rich man!!

o.k to cut those craps i would to say i will go to the point where is... as if i'm a rich man!!

1) when i earn my first 10 mil i will give 2 mil to church as thanks giving and 2 mil for church to bless others or sponsor or to help or building fund!! remaining that 6 mil...3 mil i would to use for getting some drawing or stuff to make my house more beautiful or renovate the house or upgrade it or what-so-ever!! just that 3 mil i'll ready for my house!! the rest 2 mil keep for urgents!! 1 mil for family use!! travel or some other thing!!

2) if i would earn another 10 mil... 3 mil i'll use to get a place i can open 5 fustal courts... 3 grass and 2 normal fustal court!! and 3 basketball courts!! 1 for training... and 2 for competition plus training!! well i open this sports center is not to earn any money but to let those who had talent to show it out!! and represent malaysia and make our own country proud!! o.k i'll estimate it around 5 mil to construck the place so remaining that 5 mil... i'll take 2 mil to distribute to those who care for me and raise me up since i'm young!! as a thank you gift!! so 3 mil i'll take 1 mil for offering and 2 for urgents!!

o.k thats only dream!!
a question finally came!! would u think millions is that easy to earn?? to sacrifice those time and work until u die only can get those money from ur sweat and tears!! when i heard this i almost gave up on this 50-50 hope/dream!! but if i don't have dream how can i ever have a target??

and sorry i mention it earlyer is when i earn my first 10+10 mil!! i mean when i can tabungkan all my money until i get 20mil.. i'll do that!! but if church is in urgent to help i would to give when i have to help the church!! certainly i would not get my family member to suffer because of my dream!! cause it is too selfish!!

i know my dream is big so nvm thats my target in life!!

have a happy new life reborn in the year 2010... and somehow i had a feeling that 2010 is also a hard time for me!!...nvm i know that GOD is always there to lead and guide me!!

GOD BLESS ME...
GOD BLESS MY FAMILY...
GOD BLESS MY FRIEND...
GOD BLESS CHURCH...
GOD BLESS MALAYSIA!!

3xpectation!!~

hmmm... it's has been a long time i didn't update!! bro.. i choose not to continue update your life here cause laziness and not really much guys or girls view my profile!! so someday they will know!! believe me some day i'll post just don't know when!!

not long ago!! i mean one month and 7 days ago!! i'm expecting these few person that i care and love to wish me !! but after a long wait i finally "white wait" in chinese!!

at that time i told myself they just too busy!! but indeed they forget!! i'm so depress!! well jsut for a while!! maybe i thought i do good and remember all i should have!! they would same remember mine!! but nvm it's just a small matter!!

i feel tired!! for now!! it doesn't cure althought i slept for 12-15 hours a day!! and i'm becoming an owl!!

sleeping is the best thing to do!! i enjoy sleeping very much haha!!

well time had passed fast and am now 18!! next year 18+!! but as times goes on more thing for me to handle!! i'm not a fast learner at some feild!! but i'll try my best!! and if i can learn fast.. i can forget even fast!!

friends... basketball to me is important!! will i ever stop playing basketball?? or will i ever stop being a fool?? there is like a lots of loads on my shoulder!! how can i put it down??

finally... is time for me to end!! and i bet myself with cliff and clement!! if the next time they came back from aussie i'm still this fat.. i'm going to pay them a whole day meal!!

P.S :/ guys/friends/family members please stop me from eating a lot!! cause i can't control myself!! i wish to get slimmer and more stamina to run around the court/field!!

3mo~

today i lost my pen-drive!! pray that i can get it back!!
giving up something is what i need now!!
i can't concentrate for my turbo, supercharger n turbo supercharger subject!! please pray for me!!
please pray for me!! hey bro , the next interview i won be posting soon!! so sorry!! busy with subjects!!

interview part-1

This guy i know him for sometime!! So to know him better, i make up a time to interview him... Part-1...

I - herlo bro, thanks for taking out sometime to accept my interview!!

HIM- Oh~ my pleasure...

I- So basically i'll ask about ur life-style and stuff... like your hobby,family,and your idle life...

HIM- Ohh~ sure... are we started??

I- yeah~ so what are u up-to basically in life?? well i would hear the past....

HIM- erm the past?? well i'll start when i'm in the age of 7??

I- yeah thats what i'm curious about!!

HIM- erm when i'm young, i don't love to study, and basically i'm forced to study!! I strongly believes that when a boy don't like to study and parent wants him to get a good or moderate result this particullar thing can stated as "force"...

I- O.k...

HIM-i love to play.. trying new stuff.. like climbing a tree!! which i couldn't!!

I-Haha^^ *smiles*

HIM-ya so in conclusion i love to play and not study!! Play , play and play... i had passed my time like that until i'm in standard 5, my form teacher pick me out and call me to join short-put!! i find it boring!! well before logging in to that particullar sport... i tried badminton,volleyball,100 meter and 4x100 meter!! Badminton i don't really like playing it cause being force to go training!! and the training is *hell*!! well volleyball.. so and so!! not into that sport at all!! maybe i'm tall so the teacher picked me!! well cut the craps and 100 meter and 4x100 meter is a sport that i can do my best... well i still can lead the line sometimes when training!! but i respect my "tai-ko" last time!! i'm one of his best friend at once!! so we do sports together!! will back to that later on!! so later and later having some tasty food, i started to gain weight!! so i'm no longer in the running team!! sad case is i cannot even lead the line anymore!! that is really a big impact towards me!! so i find it curious why my father take a green thing up and down with his hand?? so i follow what he does!! as i stated before, i love trying new things... so i do almost everyday!! and now my hand had a mouse haha as in cantonese!! since then i randomly picked again for sport!! i think negatively why i'm still got pick?? than the headmaster said a funny thing which that time i found it funny!!
"hey boy, do you know how to throw a ball??"
"what?? ball only what... don't know how to throw??"
"o.k throw toward me" than the headmaster walk quite far!!
"and i proudly said, u sure ahh?? after kena u how??"
"i bet you you can't"
as a kid that time i very angry so i throw as hard as possible!! but end up fail!! so the headmaster say, boy i told you right?? i bet you can't!! *silent form me!!* and the headmaster craping around and call us for practise every morning before class started!! so in a nut shell, since young i'm up to playing and sports!!

I- wow at least you're not naughty and play sports thats great!!

HIM- *smiles* well i'm a problem maker in school!! i don't do homework, i cheat mom's signature for report-card... ever-since thats me there is a problem!! haha^^

I-*shocked, with mouth open wide*

HIM-yeah , you cannot judge me now as comparing me to the pass... i'm now changed!!

I- Due to time i'll make this interview as in trouble making in life... izzit o.k for you??

HIM- can you make it clear??

I-erm well so the pass you is not a good example.. so i wanted this interview we make it like a "bad" one and having a solution in the next interview...

HIM-O.k O.k~that wouldn't be a problem with me!!

I- thats great^^ so how is ur primary school life get passed?? just sport?? don't do homework??

HIM-hmmm~ yeah but in UPSR i get a moderate result not too good and not to bad!! make it up to Form 1~

I-ohh~ so how is ur secondary school life??excellent?? good?? bad?? worst??

HIM- to me i'll state it as worst to excellent!!

I- how does it change from worst to excellent?? there is a huge gap there...

HIM-hahaha^^ yeah i know!! and this is where people can see changes in me!! well i'll start from form 1-2 and later on continue with 3,4 and 5...

I-o.k go ahead!!

HIM- form 1 i'm a newbie in secondary school!! i listen to some of my senior, they say mostly form 1 "zhai" will kena bully!! so before starts school i hide myself!! i'm scare!! nervous!! but end up still in the class!! so in my mind-set i'm thinking that if i'm a boss who dare to even touch me?? so ending up joining the wrong gang in school, where seriously will bring my result from moderate to worst!! And form 1 i join my so call gang "main lewat"... late to school, ponteng class!! almost all the bad attitude i had!! u name it and i'm in!!

I-wow thats really amazing you're now different from what u're talking now!!

HIM- well there is cure in life!!

I- continue with ur secondary school life!!

HIM-o.k o.k... so my name start to get more and more popular in school!! as in the 'bad' popular!! everyone starts to talk bad about me in times which i don't know!! i know it when i'm in my form 5!! i admit that sometimes my mouth will hurt a person but i sincerly apologize!! so people hate me, look down on me!! i wonder why are they looking down on me?? i'm doing cool stuff!! well i'm not into those loving kind!! so i play and go on with "cool" stuff!! haha it sounds so stupid!! just STUPID!! And in disiplin board my name is always upthere!! ponteng class!! me again!! almost most of the day i ponteng class!! is too boring for me to stay in class!!

I-let me stop u for a while, "cool stuff" as u stated before.. how u ever find it if now u see someone else following ur track??

HIM- i'll tell him this is wrong!! whether to listen or not that is his problem!!

I-you won't tell him until he listen??

HIM-in that time or when you or someone doin those "cool stuff" you will not listen to a single word that is for your own good!!

I-yeah true true!! you can continue!!

HIM- with those "cool stuff" that i'm doing... is included smoking!!

I-wow!! i cannot believe it bro..

HIM-well i stopped no worries!!

I-thats good .. thats good ..

HIM-o.k so i found it fun where you can play catch catch with some teachers... haha since i say i love trying new thing!!

I-wow u really a brave boy!!

HIM-you find it fun when you're the one who being catch and wasting your own time and your friends time!!

I-what do you mean wasting your friend time??

HIM-well if the teacher was out catching you!! which teacher so good would take over the teacher's class to teach??

I-ohh~

HIM-so my life for form1 had passed like that!! starting form 2 life!! same thing i'm repeating it all over again!! until one day my parents need to come school to meet the teacher!!

I-what happen??

HIM- i bully a teacher and the penyelia petang cannot take it [my perangai] so she phoned my mother!! She having a history class with my mother!! counting all the so-called "cool stuff" from the front to the back and from the back to the front!! how fun was it until i reach home and got a BIG present from my parents!! thats the first and the last time!! at that time my mind is thinking if someone would there to help me who will he be?? and sonner i found out!!

I- well sadly this is not the solution one if yes u can share it together.. and i can get some advise from you!! by now i only can patiently wait for the next one!!

HIM- ohh~ yeah i'll clearly state out who help me in my life in the up coming interview i promise!!

I- need to make up a time very soon!!

HIM-*smiles*

I- well so how does it end up??

HIM-i started to transform!! after having my helper's advise!! and my first and the best indian friend he lefted school i mean shifted school and he's the monitor of the class!! so i went all the way to the penyelia petang's room and tell her that i wanted to become the monitor of the class and i would want to have a 180 degree change in life!! i don't know why i would want to do that?? well from this incident i've change a lot!! i forget to tell you the penyelia petang is a history teacher that is why she is good in teling stories haha!! my story!!

I- haha... well at least u had the heart to change... thats a very proud thing and a desire thing to do in life!!

HIM- yeah is really having a hard time to click with those who were good and leave all your so-called friend that would not help you when you're in trouble.. and end up point you and says yeah yeah is him not us who does it!! by that time i'm angry even i would want to kill them on the spot!! but end up by now i thank them for pointing my back and says it's me!! if not them i wouldn't wake up and turn!!

I- well i help them to say you're most welcome!! *hahaha laugh together*

HIM- until end of the year i'm having a basketball competition and i have some skill in basketball!! not really weak but still have room to improve!! so back then i know some of a good friend!! where when you're in trouble they will try their very best to help you!! to be honest i almost cried due to some incident hehe^^ so my life start to change .. i stop doing those "cool stuff" , stop smoking , pick-up sport and try to have my studies well!!

I- i'm glad you have a bunch of good friend!!

HIM-as in here i dare to say!! these few friend, good friend of mine nothing comes first before them!! except in GOD n FAMILY lah... other than that sorry!! they will be in my first prior!!

I-i'm sure u are a good friend also!!

HIM- thanks!! so my life had passed to them and with their help i'm totally transform!! this very basketball gang of mine, they won't look down on me!! they helped me!! i'm glad that they are my friends!! and ending in form 3 i'm in the basketball team!!which that is from worst to good!! later on form 4 i'm in the handball team!! and having a solo event which is shot-put!! so studies to me is one side!! sports come first than studies!! form 4 the whole year i'm having sport event!! winning medals... having a great time!! and importantly having lisence to 'ponteng school'!!

I-lisence??

HIM- yeah~ ntg much just mom know that i'm at home sleeping not going anywhere else doing those 'cool stuff' again!!

I-ohh~

HIM-form 4 just normally passed with good records!! Form 5 started and i'm a prefect!!

I- prefect??

HIM- yeah!! cause i want to get a good record before i leave my secondary so i went for it!! good experience also!!

I-do you enjoy being a prefect??

HIM- sure i do!! haha!! and life passed with competition and cuming finals as stated as SPM in end of the year!! and the life now is rated best!! to me!! i'm very please with my lifestyle right now!! by the way, before the exam one week!! my group of friend tells all the honest thing about us.. from the last until the first!! so i hear a lots of bad record that i need to reset in their mind once again!! and up to now this very gang of mine still rated as my best friend in me!! there are two gang i stated!! one is my brother!! they bring me to the right track and this gang is from my class!!

I-you also have quite number of friends in school huh??

HIM- sure i do haha!! next time if having any trouble can find them for some comment or to lend me a hand??!

I-true also...~

HIM-my classmates says that i sometimes talk something that hurts others.... but i don't know a single thing bout that!! so friends forgive me and i'm trying my best to change myself!!

I-i'm very sure they will forgive you!!

HIM-thanks man... well that is my life from primary school to secondary school....anything else??

I- did you contact your best friend as in two of the gang member of yours?? after gratuating ur secondaries??

HIM- of cause i do contact them!! in he mean time they had their own thing to do!! studies exam assignment and stuff so we will meet once a while in gatherings...

I-o.k i had no comments at the moment and thanks for taking out a part of your time for this interview.... take care BRO...*hand-shake*

HIM-*hand-shake* you're most welcome!! i hope this can help most of the teenage now-a-days!!

numbers~

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to pluck fruit. But the couple saw me, so I panic
and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6. So I go into 7-eleven to buy drink but the cashier very rude so I grabbed some 8 and throw at him. He scold my mother so I took
a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away or else sure die.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my
boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I so nice
2 him but I don't know what he 1. His character very bad, I give him jiro (0)

From damansara to K.L

today morning my mom told me ur cousin brother is going 1u after college, u want to join??

*blur blur me said erm anything lah, continue sleeping!!

college run out as usual ntg special happen!! after college i follow Marcus's car to 1u, thx dude for dropping me there!! i just reflex back today got one special thing happen and it is Marcus been raped by Uncle Stan!! haha just fooling around the class like small children!!

well after arriving 1u , meet cousin with phone, got a necklace, and have a meal there! McD again!! i mention it... yes is AGAIN!!! because of that cup!! i'll stop McD for 2 weeks man or for diet sick i'll stop for 1 month!! if no special thing happen i rather eat some light stuff!!

o.k went back around 3.30!! and jam with cousin with noob guitar skills and pro drum skill
s.... we had a great time together huh?? lolx!! than mom fetch me at 4.30!! reach home around 5 and arrive for Lowyat Plaza!! my mom wanted to get a mouse!! i mean computer mouse!! so i went up to the highest floor and get in to a shop!! well at first my mom wanted a wireless one but turn out having problems.... so we wanted to change a new one!! after changing the casher ask for the "resit".... add on with a no mannest casher girl!!

this is how that no manner sales girl talk :-

casher : erm , mana resit??

me : nak yang mana?? yang bank punya ataupun ....??

casher : ohh tak yang company punya....

me : bluring , and stun?!!!

my mom : ohh kita tak ada, tadi tak ambil... casher itu tak bagi pun??!

me casher and my mom looking at the casher girl!!

casher[girl] : bukan saya tak bagi , u tak ambil!!!

my mom : apa kita tak ambil?? u tak panggil mana tau policy u?? kalau u nak bagi panggil lah saya!!

me starring at that casher!!

casher : ohh o.k o.k saya tolong transfer barang ini ahh bagi 5 minit!!!

my mom : mana boleh cakap macam itu?? costomer selalu betul!!

ENDS

well as i always heard in quiksliver.. costomer always right!! what reaction can i give?? dot..dot..dot!!

well i choose a new computer mouse!! i like it very much maybe it look my dream car ... the shape of the mouse.... take a look man!!


does the front looks like lambo??


after the purchase... i went on to the next shop just beside it and get a price of mp3!!

well after a little bargain me and my mom each one of us got one MP3 !!! picture below!!

sony walkman!! mine is white and orange while my mom's one is red and black!!

wow my dinner for today is a fried rice and a big cup of teh tarik 3 in 1 !!!

rating for today's dinner 2 1/2 star!!

posted by the huge guy in the mid night!! later in the morning i'll be in the blur situation playing badminton with aunties.....

Berjaya Hill Time Challenge

just came back from berjaya hill time challenge.....
it's a cool experience that can be with those super-cars one day long......
the sound from their car damn nice but loud.....
almost burst my ear-drum...
those super-car appear in front of me one shot i also don't know what and how to react but just opened up my freaking mouth damn big.....!!
i sat hummer H3, evo lancer , and a modify subaru[with turbo charge].....
when i sat hummer to go uphill..... kinda dizzy.... but still comfortable....i sat behind where hummer use to bring stuff... ya i'm fat so no space for me..... but at last i sat in front!! hummer vry comfortable.... btw what we get from tj hummer in long journey is not that comfortable!!
evo lancer!! yesterday!! i sat it going uphill also!! good experience!! that evo hit top speed when fetching me and a crew!! until the speed cut auto-cut it's speed!! the driver off it but like it seem to play safe[the car]... because of me the driver hit top-speed haha.... shh~ i'm the guy who call the driver to drive faster......
subaru!!! downhill !! turbo!!! maintaining speed 60-70 with turbo in 3000 rpm and above!! i sat in it like ntg!!! Gordon once told me that when in turbo car u can feel u're flying backward haha now i experience it!!
well all the while i saw nice car but didn't manage to take any photo of it cause busy working thru-out the event!!
no regrets going there and got a vry good experience also!!

1 malaysia!!

i love this song very much!!

i saw this photo in this year march!!!
at that time i don know how it goes.... until just now i view y.t's blog....
following the instructions i finally saw his face on the wall.......
i'm glad i know him....
i always wanted to become like him cause he's the biggest role model that i have even known....
thanks for doin so much for me.....

Lmao

be4 i post about that friend i'll post some phto shoots that i got in college and i maked up a story for those picture.... those picture is not taken 1 by 1 but random and i randomly made out a story so enjoy... besides that i got a video snap this early afternoon in church while the dancers are dancing!!

picture...

Stan : Wai yong u better careful !!
Wai yong : u think i scare u?? MARCUS...[shout frm wai yong]



Stan : Hai-ya [with the rihana-umbrella]



Stan : HUI... open!! and BLOCK!!




Stan : What is this thing?? CHEH !! [he said later on]

MARCUS in action with the paper JET!!



MARCUS aim and shoot....
.
..
...
....
-so mainly is Stan have some problem with wai yong
and
wai yong get help from marcus with the paper JET!!
-Stan defend it with the [rihana's umbrella]

THE END

continue with the video tooken by me and directed by my god-sister melissa...

ENJOY the FUNNY dance by the blue shirt guy!!
named Daniel and the last special guest TIFFANY

i believe god give us talent and even a guy can dance also..... but some how i still find Daniel dance funnily!!! what a lame post by ME!!

who is that boy??

i want to write lots bout this boy that i had know him for mur that 10 years!!

but due to time i'll update when i finish my exam in cuming friday!!

until yesterday i know him well!! as in half of his character has shown!!

yestoday~

yesterday beibi jess is mine.... hurray!!!

today i'm happy cause the 5 legend basket baller from saujana class of 2008 had come together in a match.... i hope we can come together and have a great match all time...

Recently~

i know a girl on net.... well she is 14 this year.....

we sms often!!she seems like a younger sister to me and i don't want to have a younger sister at the moment!! i have 3 for now!![younger sister]

1st younger sister at the moment ntg much going on.
2nd younger sister i guess i made she angry cause she feel me annoying her for times...^^[too boring at that time]
3rd younger sister seldom contact her , she's busy with her assign i guess!!

i love them much!!

i found out this young girl that i knew her days ago we can talk, we talk bout hobby, what guy like to have in girl and what girl like to have in guys.... is kinda good topic!!!

other than her , another girl that i knew her for quite sometime, i start to care for her, we both also sporty person like joking haha she also a good friend of mine!! thanks for some sweet sms and thanks for giving me a chance to encourage you from moments to moments......

thank you!!

as growing elder we need to step front.... but i wish to step back to those funny enjoying life that i've been in my secondary school life....

when i post something on blog or someone post something on their blog... if we did not experience it we won't know......

sometime i think too much... i always think..... i sometime won't even know what i'm thinking..... sometime i would cry cause i lost something.... add-on i sometimes will just fall tears for no reason.... maybe that makes me feel better......

i feel i'm weird, i'm lazy, i don't even know who am i sometimes!!! ahh~ ~

my character got problem, and i don't know what problem!!!

HELP ME!!!!

tired days....

no more acting ..... I'm me and me am I..... *cheer*

To the 'SHE'

hey a friend of mine...
when u need me to be by-your-side.... i'm always there.....
i would sacrifice for you when the time is needed....
i would have u second in my heart sorry i can't put u first.....
i'm willing to do anything for you[except those hard one]

From your friend:
Zheng Hong

TIME

i watched a movie... there are a lot of priceless thing we can't buy although we are billionaire......

when i watched that movie i learn a lot of things....

i'm now 18 , i still have a long way to go.... working life.... setting up a family..... growing up a child.... my career would be important than family that time.. but i had told myself my family would be in the first place besides 'GOD'... but until today i realise that all the while i didn't put my family in the first place..... i feel a bit regret....

i hope every children or adult who had read my post would reflex back how often that you go out with your family for a meal?? or sitting down have a chit-chat section?? i don't think we do a lot for our parents or family member..... besides those parents who give up on their children i have no idea with that topic.... but if a parent would always be there and sacrifice for you?? think back since when is your last meal with ur parents??

these days i been a bad boy.... my mom had cooked at home but i refuse to eat at home..... after that movie i only know that if just now i didn't eat at home and that would be my last meal with my parents?? i would regret for the rest of my life....

those time where you can enjoy with ur family is a blessing from 'GOD'.... i believe that in any religion our 'GOD' also blessed us time with our family..... we don't know when they will be leaving so appreciate the time where we can enjoy with them...

i think a lot of things.... i always think when would they been transfer to another world?? i can't predict.... thinking back when i'm young i always bring lots and lots of problem to my parents , i really really very regret.... i don't have any brother and sister.... i have only god sister and brother.... and best friends.... my god sister and brother cannot help me everytime.... my best friend would be the support of mine when i need one..... but in my family i'm the eldest and i'm the youngest..... i need to have a charateristic of a elder brother and a characteristic as a younger sister...... to me i need to support my own family with my pairs of hand and 'GOD' will be there to guide me also.....

i'll be a very busy man..... i still need to take care of my god younger sister..... my cousin brother..... and sister.... when my grandma just passed away..... my mom told me before ... u are the eldest in the lee family u need to take care of them.... and in the kwan family i'm also the eldest so my mom said.... you need to take care of them you know.... althought u don't have any brother and sister so in your life you will have a mission to take care all your cousins.....

to me family will be an important word in my brain......

for now i promise myself that i will take care of my cousin if i can.... i would willing to share the burden..... and sacrifice myself.... besides my cousin i also promise myself i would not leave my parents there and will appreciate when they not here.....

except my parents who i love is my grandparents..... i wish to be on their side.... as their age is getting older so the time for the in earth will be shorter.... in life there will be a lot of 'sadness' but as the eldest grandchildren and eldest child i need to carry this burden..... i believe my cousin brother and sister would also help me some of it..... as christ said before carry your cross and follow me...... so in the family i would want to be like christ..... be indipendent!!!!!

i believe myself can do it...... and i hope my friends will know how to appreciate the time when u can still enjoy with ur family members...... althought u have a lot of money.... u may not know how warm is it when a family come together and have a gathering...... this warm is where u can't buy it with money.......

i hope i will bring out what i will say and will not mistaken my own message......

YEAH!!

Finally i can recover from the pain i suffer...... finally i can become the brand-new me.......

she is no more 'M3'

From the first day we meet i told myself not to continue to play.... but it did not help at 'ALL'

I LOVE HER very very very much!!! I LOVE HER.... the pass me is a jerk i would say myself..... i love u but i'm still going for other girl..... but the answers from all girl when i asked them that question they will tell me..... sorry i'm not the girl you want joel or zheng hong or so whatever... she will continue saying you can get a better girl..... better than me.... well for the pass me i would feel nothing cause i'm still playing.... but now i started to have feelings......

i would apologize to those who i just ask for the sick of having you....... but now i'm not i asked this question and i want a positive answer.... i would say only 3 girls i'm goin after untill i can't concentrate a single thing.... well no mention names here..... my closest friend would know who they are..... and recently i tell myself i got to do better..... i need to set up everything and let her come into my world......

but i failed... from form5 until now i'm only wanted to go after you.... and to plan the rest of my life i'm walking with you.... before that i'm praying to god that if the timing is right... please bless me to have a relationship with 'you' and now i don't think this prayer i going to continue to have it in my prayer list......

i try my best to think all the ideas i have to suprise u when it's your birthday... when that day came i found out that i don't really know you..... i don't know you cannot get close to flowers..... and as a stupid me i brought a rose for you..... and a necklace....... i plan to propose when i gave u the suprise... but i failed ... i didn't get myself ready..... and i wanted to have a closer relationship..... what a foolish me.....

and recently i know that you don't really like food or drink that in-line with beans..... but a 'clever' me gave you a black bean soya.... oh gosh.... *need some help here*... in the same day i still found out that u can't stand the smell when people smoked... [i'm trying to avoid] somemore you cannot take strong fragrance....

how can a boyfriend don't know a single things of yours?? if I'm, i am in serious shit..... sometimes you feel that u treat me bad but what to do i'm willing..... isn't love is part of our sacrifice?? i mean in phisical... like time and money.... but i'm willing how about you?? i have putted you as the most important person thats sitted in my heart... but where am i in your heart?? 1 to 10 where am i?? if u would to ask me this question... i would say you're more than that....

i treat you like how i treat a girlfriend.... i'm trying my best to ..... but it seems that you can't feel it.... behind of it i suffer many.... patient.... patient.... and patients..... i waited but someone jumped my Q.... wherever i am... i think of you.... would u ever think of me?? on the bed before you sleep?? i don't think so.... after i had my good night prayer with the lord i think about my love ones..... you're included .... and u always pop out as the first one.....

the sweet smile that i cannot ever ever ever forget from you.... the cute character that i cannot forget.... the way you talk / the style you talk that i cannot forget.... the emotional face that i cannot forget..... everytime i think about those happy moment it seems to be just a few minute.... but the sads one coming out one by one .... maybe i think too much or i loved you to 'deep' and i can bearly pull myself out.....

in the car i asked u one question... 'do you have a boyfriend now??' i asked..... you answered yes... to be honest my heart broke.... when i would to comfirm..... and u say yes... i'm total lost..... a tears came down form my eye.... and i asked myself again.... why should i drop a tear?? i should wish her to have a life-long relationship right?? i should be happy right?? but eventually i'm not at all..... i wish you will not click in to my blog and view this post..... even i got the chance i missed it... or i don't deserve to have a chance..... everything i would say is too late......

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of
who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,
won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with
all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and
touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right
beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never
know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person
you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't
willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before
meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the
person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it
happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so
what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more
careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are
before you try and know someone else and expect them to
know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you
least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

You know i've been worrying you all the time.... since when i'll forget you a second of my mind?? if u say i din call you for sometime ... i would want to apologize but every second i'm having you by my side..... I don't know whether you will have me by your side......??

having a car accident is not a very big deal , but have u getting hurt my heart will get pain but lucky... lucky you didn't get any of it . thank god for that !!! From accidents u can get more experience !!! Trust me...

For now i really hope that i can hug you!! by the way i'm always there to listen and help u if u need one..... I won't forget you any single second in my life.... and i always worrying for my love ones..... u are included !!

i hope i'll sooner be yours and you're mine.......

gtg tomorrow class at 8 wake up at 5.30 haiz..... hate college..... make me can't have enough sleep!!!

M4l4y-SION

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian?

1. A typical young Malaysian can name all the players from a top English Premier League club, but ask him to name one football player from Malaysia, he cannot!

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When highway toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE , run from one end of 1Utama to the other,?that one?NO COMPLAINT.

5. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

6. You have a parent who forces you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce.

7. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to an American / British / Australian.

8. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by DAP, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

9. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queuing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

10. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

11. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

12. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians.

13. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say 'Wah! Very clever hor?' When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say 'Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!'

14. When an angmoh stranger kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him in face.

Are they 'NUT's !!!!!!!!!!

Until now i also cannot understand why sejarah keep staying beside me.... it is like my partner .... dude.... sejarah make me sick.... need to have this knowledge for?? automotive need sejarah malaysia for what???? when people's car break down u tell people about election?? what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.... AND I MEAN IT......

THE FAKE WORD FROM MY MOUTH YOU KNOW I DON'T MEAN IT , BUT SITUATION FORCE ME TO SAY THAT ....

AS LONG I'M STILL BREATHING I'LL CONTINUE GOING AFTER YOU....

END OF THE DAY WHAT I WOULD SAY IS

I LOVE YOU...

motivation

a narrow win .... first match KL-18 i played the suckest game in my freaking life.....

motivation from coach :

don't ever think who is he or she ,
don't think he or she is better than you ,
don't put them first before you ,
put yourself first before them ,
be yourself ,
do your best to defeat them .

movie + club

o.k Friday night , after worship practice i went movie with my friend... ya just both of us....

than some of my college friend is at Asia cafe.... well i cannot manage to join them there so i join them in club..... BARCELONA....

thats really my first time heading into a club...

well be4 that we [me and my friend]watched transformer.....thank you for accompany me for the whole night...

*God cre8 us in his image , you must be wonder who cre8 this thing!!!*

transformer is the best movie of all .... for now....^^

after movie i went down to club[with my college friends].... hot chicks everywhere in the club .... but they are real wild girls.... damn sad most of the chicks there smoking... well cannot wait for the next time to go again......

dance out everything u got!!!!!!

TaTa....

Posted by : Zh3nG h0n9 [feel like watching it again]

honestly i damn sad....

the reason is she wasted aroung quater of the big filet fish and i can't help her to finish it..... hehe^^

cause i ate with ben , voon , piing , yilinie , faithie , li yin before i have a tea-time with eng wei.....lolx....

well hopefully i can help u on with some of your food hehe^^

legendary moonwalker a.k.a MJ

his talent and skill is always here... rest in peace 'king of POP'

Bent it ?? Curve it?? or both??!

funny...

legend

coming days.... passed one day by one day.... and i discover that my memory power is not that good anymore... i'm glad that i started writing dairy so i can remember everything that i had done in the pass days or i can say those days..... blogging is another way for me to remember what had happend in the pass.... well update till here ..... wait for the next post than....

Silent.....

The 'TEARS' in me you'll never know........

boy turn girl , guy turn lady , and brother turn sister...

a brother of mine..... at 'Miri' had turn into a sister..... very sad.....T.T

lolx carmen's tag = = ...

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
any where .... but for my love ones only...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
happy day... but don't goes the way as i think.....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
a group of friend

4. Would you considered yourself spoiled?
no idea with this.. but i don't think so~

5. Will you ever donate blood?
sure i will....

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
erm... not really..... god sister counted??

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
erm.... when i super hate that person but so far no one hehe^^

8. What does your last text message say?
i want jing yi's number

9. What are you thinking right now?
how to get good grades in my upcoming exams.....

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
sure ....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12.30 a.m i guess

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
no idea mom brought it lolx.....

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
sure...

14. Who was the last person to text you?
carmen i guess.... or ah teng....

TEN lucky People to do this quiz...
well 10 person....
-me
-zheng hong
-hong
-lee
-joel
-joel lee
-huge guy
-big guy
-hong GOR
-Smok3

15. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
i don't know how to answer....

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
what do u think??

17. If no. 1 and no.7 get together, would it be good?
erm... sure it will be a good thing.....

18. What is no.1 studying about?
automotive engineering

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
today?? everyday??

20. Is no. 4 single?
i guess so.... dun know 'she' accept me a not......

21. Say something about no. 2.
erm.... i like him[myself]

22. What do you think of no. 3 and no.6 being together?
erm well can think bout it....

23. Describe no.9.
tall,gave 'them' secure feeling?

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no.7 fight?
i don't fight myself..... = =

25. Do you like no. 8?
sure i like.... love summore wei~

~The time is gonna come

Well updating this post is a very sad thing....

To those who don't know the news yet.... my grandmother[mom side] had pasted away last Friday... It happend when my auntie called me when my practical exam...

auntie : hey boy , ur grandma pasted away already u know a not??
me : *speechless* & *stunded* i'm having my exam i'll call u later......

when i heard this news... i'm totally lost.... no direction and i'm worrying bout my mother.... she sure will get super upset.... so do i..... i dun knw what to do with my exam i feel like going back home and see her last face..... and i just wanted to hug my mom and try to have her happy.... but i know everything ...... i know that when she's alone at home.... she will think of her.....

when the day the casket is goin out from the house..... i saw tears & i saw sadness.... that undropable tears and the sadness that she had in her heart..... she cry out loud.... the first time i saw my mom cry so hard out and she is weak very very weak.........

i stand behind of her.... but i cannot do anything so do my father...... i won choose to say anything but deep inside me i know she is super super sad......

this death of my grandma come too sudden.... even i cannot believe and accept it..... although i just manage to saw her 3 -5 times a year..... i regret that when she is alive i din go and visit her often..... this 18 year of life i saw her getting older and older.... she start to forget who am i...... when i went back she cannot say who am i?!!

this very day will come.... but i dun know when......

to be honest i din pray to god.... through out this 3 days at my grandma place i din pary except for my food..... i dun knw what to pray for and my mind is blank..... what i know is when my grandma death i know one day this very one day my father side grandma grandpa will also went back to the lord...... not only them but my father , my mother , my auntie , my uncle , my cousin , relatives , friends...... these very day will come soon...... and we hope we dun want to know when.....

this incident came to unexpected..... and too sudden.....

Lord :

when this thing happend... i know a lot of things are going to happend...
so do you.....
i can't take it anymore Lord....
in this two years......
many things happend........
my pet pasted away....
my cousin brother pasted away.....
and now my grandma pasted away...
my mom's back bone get injurd....
but Lord i'm counting on you Lord....
even these things happend Lord...
i know u're with me always....
Lord maybe this is a challege you want me to face or maybe this is the time for them to go back to u......
we don't know so much ....
but only u know everything......
by now please bless those who doesn't know you or haven accept you.....
i'll be praying for them all.... although in this world i dun know all of them.....


brothers and sister in christ i hope u all also will help me to pray for them .... not only for ur non-christian family member or friends but to all the people in this world.....
we don't know when the world end and the second coming of Jesus Christ.....
but we know God is a God that will answer our prayer....

AMEN

HaHa ~ Cut3 Indian.... a.k.a Sami Velu's Son

Get your own Poll!

She is always SHE!!!~~

recently i have contact her back.... a friend that i know her at friendster..... since 3 years ago.... we seldom contact each other..... but somehow we at first become kai gor and kai mui.......

she is a very cute girl to me..... she same age as me....... and she like know what i'm thinking...??! wow thats special huh?? but sometimes our conversation cannot click together cause she don't know me well....

in this year , we chat a lot..... untill her phone bill and my phone bill pecah record..... i know and she knows that we are gonna get into a big big big trouble .... since our bill "PECAH" record.....

so for this reason we start to back slide a bit...... our relationship is like gone.....

after that month i start to take the step to sms her and call her......

she encourage me a lot.... i'm thankful to that..... and i also often encourage her.... i can still remember she is having her presentation ..... she is worry... so i try my best to comfort her and tell her to do the best and leave the rest to god...... well..... for no reason i said this.....

ME : hey , don't worry ... i'll always by your side ... do your very best and u can make it.... trust i have faith in u......[for a sudden i become deric mok C.K] hahaha^^

damn what am i saying man..... do i know what am i saying to her?? but at least i try comforting her..... nvm nvm...... haha

other than this..... she encourage me for my basketball match..... i argue with my mom for some reason and i didn't told her..... i guess she don't know bout it..... i'm angry ... and i'm hot..... i've been heaten up.... i am gonna hurt some one tonight..... so i choose to tell her i'm having my match tonight.... and she said good luck..... to me... my heart suddenly become weak.... and lost the anger i have in me..... and i played well in that very match......

i'm happy to have a friend like her...... i hope we have chance to further up our relationship sometime......^^

THANK YOU

what college life is all about!!!
we didn't plan it...
but it just happended like that haha...^^


after practical......

Marcuz...... after all the hard work he had done..... he fall asleep in class......

btw he didn't do any of the practical haha..... [this is the true one]

Guess ~ PLS (open to ALL)

Can anyone answer the question??
Who is that Guy??
A. Rooney
B. Wayne Rooney
C. CBCFC young play maker
D. Jeffery Lee

Who is he up to??
A. A Girl
B. His Sister-in-LAW
C. Hilarry
D. A Pianist

What relationship between both of them??


____________________________________________

pls answer hahaha!!! ^^

SOrrY........

To my G.A ......

i had lost the card u gave me...... i really like the card very much....
thank you for everything that you've done appreciate it......
i'll do well in my basketball up coming competition , studies and grow spiritualy with christ...
no worries......
keep me in prayer lah.......

BTW.....

*is too late to apologize..........

Well , I'm a FOOL...

O.k to all my friend who knows me well i guess only 1 of them and he is Kok How..... hehehehe

To be honest when i have a crush on a girl i'll go full blast no metter what......

So when i'm in form 4 i had a crush on a girl .... well no name will be listed on my post........ So don't make out stories......
In class i seldom listen to what teachers are teaching ..... like History , Moral , Akuan I won't even open my ears listening the teachers teaching...... Well i always wrote letters but I dare not to gives the girl that i LOVE last time.... mostly i threw it away....

So college started two days ago....... I had a great......... day in my new college....'TOC' (the otomotive college) With feelings i just go and take my pencil case for new pens and pencils...... so i found a lot of papers in the pencil case..... I'm really curious bout those papers..... basically is some unessecery papers...... but i found 2 very very very stupid letter that I've wrote last time haha....... and 1 is when I cheat in exams i use the paper but sadly still fail haha...... Nvm i just feel like updating the letter and let her read here..... If she manage to log in to my HugeGuy's blog..... NYEK....NYEK.....NYEK.....

o.k it goes like this the first letter........ {with struggling and suffering mind}

I wanted to forget everything about relationship (between me and YOU) but .....

When the time i have my crush on YOU... it keeps reminding me how foolish am i sitting infront of you have a stupid conversation with you , make you scold me , well obviously i still feel happy hehehe don't know why......... BTW I'm a fool that time.....

The love from me to you is really making me emotionally and mentally have a big changes.... It's making me headache at all times when i think of you....... I really can't stop loving you and will not wanted to gave up on you........ At the mean time , i wanted to score well in my exams too..... I guess i still need to make a big scarifice.......

Your image keep floating in my mind...... I really cannot concentrate in my studies..... either my sports..... O.k studies usually to me that time is a small issue... [add on : but now big issue] I just can't stop or even destroy the image of yours in my mind cause i'm not willing to do it......

How can i just let it go.........

*end of the first letter*

o.k this letter i guess can show how foolish am i that time hehehe...... BTW what is DONE... then it's DONE!!!!!!!!

o.k i'm not gonna update my second letter cause is a bit long and it's now 1:30 a.m in the morning i should have some sleep..... hehehe btw for those who read this post i hope you won be as foolish as the 'OLD hugeguy' .......

*updated by the joyful and brand new HugeGuY*

SHE...HER or HER...SHE??

The FIRST and The LAST i can TELL YOU....
I Joel Lee Zheng Hong LOVEs you as the way you are...

*updated by love you always de HugeGuyHONG*

SPM result.......

about the SPM results that had came out 12 of march 2009
me Joel Lee Zheng Hong felt Sad Sad Sad to myself for what result that i took......
i felt sorry to my parents..... friends that have fully support on me.......
although my parents outlook doesn't felt sad but i knw in the inside of them they felt super super sad.... that they invest a son like ME...... a son that only will waste their money and doesn't gave what they expect from me...... i really really felt sorry for them...... but who else to blame??

ME........

when i first took my result..... my mom asked me what result u took ??
i hardly answer her.... cause i know ... i know in me there are already tears....... tears that drop in the inside but not the outside......
well i told her everything what i took what i expect ...... she face to me and smile..... said softly to me..... don;t worries bout the result u've took..... is already done..... u're qualify for some college..... thats enough...... and the most important thing is u my son no sickness and be healthy everyday.... thats what i want...... although we doesn't have a single sen in our family but u live in this would with a healthy body i'll be happy.........
tears keep on droping inside my heart..... the pain is really unsharable......

so i pledge to myself..... college is gonna start soon..... i'll put all my effort to do my best in college and handle all the hard situation......

and all glory belong to jesus the king of kings.......AMEN

*updated by the hugeguy with tears and pain inside his heart*

funny character of HUMAN

Well i need to start up this blog starting when I'm young......

I knew a dude of mine when he is a baby..... until now we known each other for 15 years.......

I hardly update the news in church fast due to my BARU working life..... in Midvalley's Quiksliver , Roxy and Reef.... well they are from the same Boss..... so after a month of work i took 4 days lift for the Camp escape....... o.k besides this even family and friend their news also very hard to get cause no time to chit-chat with them..... so this pal that i have known him for 15 year include this year he had change...... character , emotionally , his handsome look..... well almost everything i guess haha......

So most of his friend come to ma and said.... ehh u knw ahh this pal of your's ahh he change a lot already.... i can't hardly come along with him lah sometimes...... well i kinda shock when i got this NEWS...... so i quickly update myself bout him......

this pal of my he done a very very wrong thing...... so call-ed 'wrong thing' lah....... for your information..... he went for the escape camp...... o.k back to the story...... well the wrong thing that he did i guess most of the girl's friend knew it..... dun mention names in my blog ya.... hehehehe..... well after the pastor talk and he done it....... 'erm i guess i'm also one of them...... [not the same thing as he had done]'

the point i wanted to say is..... human is a very very 'special' "animal" we like to do things that we usually haven try before and we usually want thing to go our own way.... but do things always go on our own ways?? i don't think so......

like the situation my pal did is.... right after the pastor's talk.... girl is sensitive when a guy touches her..... and so this pal of mine he hug a girl that she love and the girl he loves do not walk the way he wanted the girl walked........

well i can say human is very special but indeed we need to knw all ways turn into god's but not human's..... i guess this pal of mine he feel ntg but in him i guess still there are sadness.... well pal up and downs are what we human need to over come.....

basically i also don't knw what i share here in this blog feels stupid and unmeaningful haha..... well for those who read this post and don't understand just ignore haha.....

*updated by the stupid and don't know what he is posting DE hugeguy*

5ss1

sorry for not posting the topic that i said before in the last post but i really like this video cause it bring back all my memories when i'm in my secondary skul .......

SMK SRI SAUJANA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkJpVrxQkys

Do blog-ing need any title on it?? nah dun really think so....

well i have started my work several week ago..... felling towards working life is working life can make your life more interesting and in some of the occasion u might easily fall........ in this previous camp i went to.... it really helps me a lot..... although every word that the pastor used is pierce perforate into my heart ..... IF that very day i didn't choose to go i really will felt regret...... before this camp i have many minor problems and questions i would not love to share out to my elder brother in church or some of the church leaders....... but now finally i felt i have set FREE ..... really, really, !! FREE !!

sometimes human loves to have pride in them..... as Pr. Tryphena said in the camp......
"PRIDE KILLS"

"in the next post i guess i'll update about human"
i think i didn't use the wrong word "human"
if yes correct me..... when u read my next post!!
*updated by the spiritual growing hugeguy*

Dead 'LINE'

this coming Thursday would be a day that i can really left my 'wondering' down......


as those who are form 5 last year or those who got the news about it u all will understand what am i trying to say lolx.........

so updated by still wondering hugeguysmoke/hong

Cousin.....SsSsSs....

erm lord i just wanted to thank you for providing a few cousin to me......

Brother Ju Yuan Wong
My Late Cousin brother Ju Liang Wong

Brother Ju Ping Wong
Brother Peter Lee
Brother Jeffery Lee
Sister Joan Lee
and
the must not lefted out Natelie Lee

i really glad i have them as my cousin brothers and sisters....
they are always by my side.....
when i need them the most......




From left : Jeff , Peter , Ju Yuan , ME , Jpiing , Ju Liang



the small girl is Joan Lee......



That baby girl is Natalie Lee.....



*posted by huge guy smoke*

'.....thankful situation.....'

Always Been Wondering.....

As those who know me well...... i doesn't have any brother or sister...... i always find a close friend to talk to..... somehow i glad that i had a friend that always by my side..... guiding me.... care for me.... i can say although he is not my elder or younger brother but he is really like one of my brother......

no him ,
no fun ,
no mood....

i really glad that i can have a friend that really know me well understand me..... know what topic we are gonna have whenever we are together......
this friend of mine i know him not long just 4 years time.....
he can really tell what i want and what my taste is.......
we will always share secret to each other.....
this friend is better than a 10 years friend..... in a short term of time this friend of mine understand me well....

always i've been wondering lots and lots and lots of things.....
i been wondering whether we can continue our relationship a not.....
erm dude "as a friend"
don't think other ya hahaha.....
i hope these will last forever.......

BEST BROTHER FOREVER
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number 11
Tan Kok How

haha i hope one day i can bring this best brother of mine to join the family of god......

pray hard and all glories belong to the lord.....
god bless me,
god bless you,
god bless everyone.....

a stupid poem had done by me and my best buddie Kok How...

The Ball Is Round,
The Ref Is Blind,
Player Plays Their Game,
Ref Blows Whistle.
Bee...Bee...Beee..........

Haha kinda stupid but is fun when we both thinking how to continue lolx.....
we both think this when we are on the way to work hahaha.......

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working life SUCK!!!!!
first i started to work as a waiter.... in Kam Lun Tai......
this counted as a first time i doing something else as a sale promoter....
first day of work is KILLING me.....
i cannot even fell my leg.....
i standed for around 9 hours... rest for 45 minute.....
add in i'm not feeling well that day......
flu , cough , having flam , fever , ....... etc.
that feeling is not really good....
i cannot stand the attitude from one of the staff at my place......
those senior always come to me and say.....
Hong , Muka You GANAS oh!! SMILE Lah SIKIT......
ME : ohh , betul ke??
i really can't keep smiling from start work until end work.....
i always bring the second me / the other me to work.....
talking style not myself..... bring a smile face that i doesn't do kinda often.....
those feeling is real SUCK!!!!!!!!!!

for the first week i really cannot feel there is still tomorrow.....
i hope the end of day will come......
i walk on the street is like floating on the street....
those feeling is really scary...
but for now sure o.k already get use to it......
thanks to my buddy again for supporting me and help me relaxing myself......

*p/s : for those who are still studying please appreciate it.... if not end of the day you're gonna regret*

T.T 03-02-09 T.T

TODAY , so meaningful to me but yet meaningless.........

T.T

If one day ice can win fire then that is the time we both 'together'......

^^TODAY^^

today woke up very late around 11 something than wash up... after that walk out take bus to midvalley ... rushing for the movie 'ip man' at 1.20p.m .... i knw is kinda late to watch but really sad when i watch the ending......
i doesn't have the picture of the movie haha..... nvm he is the guy that make chinese proud....... thank you ip man sifu..... lolx..... but i still like his student bruse lee......... haha......

and today is a bit happy lah...... [dun really need to tell out here kakakaka]

after the movie went back by bus again..... the bus is really haiz ... i also don't know how to discribe..... i damn headache in the bus..... finally can't stand slept in the bus haha really damn headache......

than play basketball with leng zhai fei haha...... than yam cha...... went back ... lolx...... sleep hehe.....

*updated by the Hug3 GuY Hon9*