Friday, December 30, 2011

A time to End the Second

A blink of an eye, is the end time of year 2011...

How fast is time passing us but some of us still remain the same but no changes. A very thank you to God that He make my life so fruitful & enjoyment, just so sudden to update my blog after almost half a year.

Starting to step into the really world with SHITs and TOUGHness, as been told real world is really a scary place compare with HELL, people around you will just step on your back without your own notice, how great in a company where you can explore SHITs all day long... Give Thanks that I really manage to learn something from those SHITs i stepped on.

Working in solo really makes me tired and boring, but friends around me that studied the same field as me assist me well, in working life as they are really a great assistants of mine. Thankful for it...

Family members,

As been told, a year had pass and a new year of 2012 is approcing.... sooner my grandparents is really getting older and older, as I'm really worrying bout my grandma cause her leg is getting weaker & weaker, as a little grandson of hers i hope she will be not too stuburn enough to not take a tongkat....

Thursday, June 30, 2011

can anyone figure the answer??

Can you answer this riddle?

Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end.

Paul Harvey Writes:

We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I'd like better.

I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches.. I really would.

I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated.

I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car.

And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen.

It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep.

I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in.

I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it's all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room, but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you because he's scared, I hope you let him.

When you want to see a movie and your little brother/sister wants to tag along, I hope you'll let him/her.

I hope you have to walk uphill to school with your friends and that you live in a town where you can do it safely.

On rainy days when you have to catch a ride, I hope you don't ask your driver to drop you two blocks away so you won't be seen riding with someone as uncool as your Mom.

If you want a slingshot, I hope your Dad teaches you how to make one instead of buying one.

I hope you learn to dig in the dirt and read books.

When you learn to use computers, I hope you also learn to add and subtract in your head.

I hope you get teased by your friends when you have your first crush on a boy / girl, and when you talk back to your mother that you learn what ivory soap tastes like.

May you skin your knee climbing a mountain, burn your hand on a stove and stick your tongue on a frozen flagpole.

I don't care if you try a beer once, but I hope you don't like it.. And if a friend offers you dope or a joint, I hope you realize he/she is not your friend.

I sure hope you make time to sit on a porch with your Grandma/Grandpa and go fishing with your Uncle.

May you feel sorrow at a funeral and joy during the holidays.

I hope your mother punishes you when you throw a baseball through your neighbor's window and that she hugs you and kisses you at Christmas time when you give her a plaster mold of your hand.

These things I wish for you - tough times and disappointment, hard work and happiness. To me, it's the only way to appreciate life.

Written with a pen. Sealed with a kiss. I'm here for you. And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you.

Paul Harvey RIDDLE:

When asked this riddle, 80% of kindergarten kids got the answer, compared to 17% of Stanford University seniors.

What is greater than God, More evil than the devil, The poor have it, The rich need it, And if you eat it, you'll die?

Tuesday, June 14, 2011



Monday, June 13, 2011

buzzer beat~

there's a japanese movie names Buzzer Beat, the meaning is during a basketball match in the last very second you scored the winning point and win the game by 2 or 3 point!

although that movie have not much basketball game but the love story line was just simply awesome!

the main actor...

and his girlfriend...

the story was awesome... again i said!

happy ending...

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

up coming MV.....


说不上为什么 我变得很主动 若爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做

我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍 连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受 河边的风
在吹着头发飘动 牵着你的手 一阵莫名感动 我想带你回我的外婆家 看着
日落 一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀 相带你骑单
想带你看棒球 想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害 靠着我的肩
在我胸口睡着 想这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我

单!爱 ~ ~ ~ 想简!简!单!单!爱 ~ ~ ~

爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做- love a person will be willing to anything/everything for her.

been a long time not updating my blog, for last 2 years blog is kinda famous within my friends... but after that it seems to be like just a page where only me viewing and without new updates.

been doing all sorts of sinful things now-a-days, the relationship with god is so strange, he's like a total stranger to me right now! but bible says that he will never give up on his own children no matter what it takes!

i wonder is there really aliens on earth?? if yes how could the bible explain than GOD created human on his own image, but what if an alien will talk?? well i'm just dreaming!

assignments are holding on me tight now-a-days, basketball competitions coming up, family issue, taking care my cousins and grandparents, church activities, friends yum cha sessions, train back my stamina, drum skills, basketball skills, hand ball skills, how to communicate with a person.

i know my character well and i know sometimes my word might hurt i apologize again! after for so long knowing her, she finally stole my heart away but i can't manage to steal her heart! just another step more.... but trying hard is no used for me...

letting go is a hard thing because i had already step into her life, worrying about her, feel like hug her for times so show care towards her.... but we have our own busy time, sending text to her is like sending it to a wall, with no replies.... worrying that if anything happened to her i should be there but the first person that would come into her mind wasn't me.... how sad it was.....

简单爱 this song i'll be doing a all new MV for it.... is specially dedicate to her.... hope she'll one day understand my feelings towards her...

family issue still the same, financial crisis, me going back late after yum cha, parents worrying me, i'm so sorry towards them... i had not been being a great child... trying to solve this problems, not going out is not my type but still going out using money and i'm in a situation which i need to safe to go out for her.... and family!

i remember that was one uncle told me, after college if you're going to work.... find a job whr can makes you earn plenty of money and great income!

having money but not saving it is a false move, but can i be a man that can manage my family well?? taking care my grandparents let them knowing that their grandchildren will drive safe on the road and no need them to worry?? taking care my parent no need them to be so stressful to take care of a kid that likes to spend??

time is passing by fast and i'm getting elder.... time to face the real world now... face different people in different situation! friend easy come easy go! having a friend will be there for you all the time is so hard! but God provide them for me as this i would hold on to them and appreciate them!

the time that i pass in this 19+ years is really satisfies, have nothing to complain about but just giving thanks that i have family members which care for me and love me!

Gong Gong, Po Po, Pa Pa, Ma ma,

Uncles, Aunties, Cousins,


lastly but not least...



Mahal Kita...[Philippians]

Wednesday, April 27, 2011


In this earthly world there's all kind of LOVEs running around for human to seek for!

mainly there's GOD's love, parent love for their children, partner love for a lifetime, friendship love, etc.

i have few of them! For now to be honest i searching for love! is that hard to seek for LOVE?

besides that i guess mainly i should focus on my studies, basketball, health, family, GOD and lastly seek for a girlfriend!

i remember once a friend told me, you can't get a G.F izzit because your own problem?? i think and think and think, i guess desperate makes that wrong move! but i tried many many many moves but still check mate! anyone can guide me in the way to get one??

to make someone to love you is easy, but to maintain the relationship would be a ? there!

there's involve of time, money, family, love, etc.

i have no confident on what i'm doing now.... as getting elder and elder in some sort older than the younger years.... problems and difficulties occur no matter how beautiful your moves is.....

just hope that what i'm going for is the right one that i would worth spending time for......

enough of that headache question!

i remember once a trainer told me! everyone born as a zero but somehow if you find the right path you'll be a HERO!

i'm now number 0 but somehow i want to become a HERO!!!!


Monday, April 18, 2011

what a **** day.....

today morning heavy rain, woke up late and stomach ache! orh~ reached college crazy copying those worksheet that need to be done tomorrow!! go student center and ask for the outsanding amount! wth~ RM4000+ somemore..... add one repeat engineering math.... RM1000 Rm5000+ seriously GG...... as i stated the previous post, my family financial is in critical situation argh~!!

reached home kena shoot..... by mom! one minor subject failed i kena kao kao! only one wei~ but still failing is not good, but what to do fizik aku mana ada ambil dekat sekolah leh??

why can't she think her son pass all major subjects and got few A's on the major?? when i get A nothing comes from my parent's mouth.... but once failed...... i kena gao gao!

she asked me , why don't study well everyday go out until late at night?? Go yum cha , Go lepak geng.... ask you to study than go out! everytime like that sure fail larh......

what a good mom that always encourage me this way!

her son go out and have competition , got prizes nothing comes from her also...... all medals that her sons got for these years during secondary...... nothing to say bout it! But result keep on saying ...... My spm not weak also moderate what..... why she will not encourage me on sport that i like, things that i do...... and keep on telling me , u should study??

Izzit for my own good?? i know study is good and got educated is so freaking important but think again, what his son like?? i can bet to the reader that read my blog..... my mom don't even know what i like!

only studies? what about health?? what i love to become?? i like to be slim and healthy..... she says i'm getting bigger and stoping me to go to the gym! if anyone can join gym for 6 months and slim down and get a perfect body and lose all the fats....... in the mean time only go gym for 4 days a week, less outdoors, church [stress] i really like to meet him! at the meantime, your surrounding[mom] keep on asking you in the morning once you wake up, where should we had our breakfast?? after college, where u want to have lunch?? after evening nap what time you want to have dinner??

not to say my mom not good, not caring! but she doesn't surpport me on my diet and keep on asking me to eat! finish it will make her happy..... of cause, the hard work and the love in the meal is priceless!! and by all mean i need to finish it! and one day she ask me, y u go gym like didn't get slimmer one??

and i replied her, because ur cooking's awesome! she say dn't eat so much larh~!!

i know in our family situation now is all stress and pressure, but i jest want to let her know, i'm no more a kid! i go for gym, i go for basketball, i go for church, i go for yum cha, i go for drinking..... and i still study at home after those things and sometime i still read back what i've studied last time!

sometimes i'm thinking before i being killed by my bed, i don't ever hold on a book and study! but now i'm doing it.....what should i say?? last time my shoulder already heavy but now there' few more weights had added on it!

i don't know how long more i can hold on to it! i really need someone to support me!

Our distance is getting further and further..... i don't know how you would help me when comes to trouble time! i have no face to seek for you when i'm in trouble.... thanks for all the blessing that you had shower upon us for all these years!

although my parents not supporting me in front but i know they are the one doing the hard work behind.... after all what i got to say it.... father and mother ....

...I LOVE YOU...

Sunday, April 17, 2011

a time of the dead to rise.....

After half a year finally m back to blogging! Blogging is really fun where you can view your previous updates and think back those happy or sad experience^^

well after for so long, growing up to be a young adult, many things in live i encounter is beyond what i think or dream for! To fight for your dream is harder than getting a life partner! But people do say if you would to willingly take a step to fight for your dream you're on the way to success!!

Being a kid, can sleep .... play .... have fun ..... but geting elder i found out that many things in my life included friend,family,character,politics, etc.

Me and my Family had a strong war few months back, because of my studies, safety, financial, and being a party boy i guess! My family in financial crisis, spending need to have a wise choice, spend not too much in a month! try to save some! No more partying, no more outstation and no more travelling..... petrol price is increasing and well myvi is a car where had big appetite!

Friends, there good and bad friends around me...... few good friend of mine being really good to me and they are always there to support me and encourage me! define bad is friends that betray me..... just one or two of them but still the feeling is not good! Btw take this chance to apologize to Justin & Angeline for the wrong move..... although is nothing but i didn't kept my mouth well so ..... yeah sorry^^

Character? i have no idea, there people i don't like... there's people i like! there's people don't like being together with me, some friend love being together with me! Some screw up and ended up sucked up! well still life goes on....

Politic?? no comment!

well for the first and not last post...... the huge guy a.k.a joel tazzy tasmanian lee says take care, all the best and keep rockin^^