Wednesday, May 27, 2009

boy turn girl , guy turn lady , and brother turn sister...

a brother of mine..... at 'Miri' had turn into a sister..... very sad.....T.T

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

lolx carmen's tag = = ...

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
any where .... but for my love ones only...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
happy day... but don't goes the way as i think.....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
a group of friend

4. Would you considered yourself spoiled?
no idea with this.. but i don't think so~

5. Will you ever donate blood?
sure i will....

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
erm... not really..... god sister counted??

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
erm.... when i super hate that person but so far no one hehe^^

8. What does your last text message say?
i want jing yi's number

9. What are you thinking right now?
how to get good grades in my upcoming exams.....

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
sure ....

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12.30 a.m i guess

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
no idea mom brought it lolx.....

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
sure...

14. Who was the last person to text you?
carmen i guess.... or ah teng....

TEN lucky People to do this quiz...
well 10 person....
-me
-zheng hong
-hong
-lee
-joel
-joel lee
-huge guy
-big guy
-hong GOR
-Smok3

15. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
i don't know how to answer....

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
what do u think??

17. If no. 1 and no.7 get together, would it be good?
erm... sure it will be a good thing.....

18. What is no.1 studying about?
automotive engineering

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
today?? everyday??

20. Is no. 4 single?
i guess so.... dun know 'she' accept me a not......

21. Say something about no. 2.
erm.... i like him[myself]

22. What do you think of no. 3 and no.6 being together?
erm well can think bout it....

23. Describe no.9.
tall,gave 'them' secure feeling?

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no.7 fight?
i don't fight myself..... = =

25. Do you like no. 8?
sure i like.... love summore wei~

Monday, May 18, 2009

~The time is gonna come

Well updating this post is a very sad thing....

To those who don't know the news yet.... my grandmother[mom side] had pasted away last Friday... It happend when my auntie called me when my practical exam...

auntie : hey boy , ur grandma pasted away already u know a not??
me : *speechless* & *stunded* i'm having my exam i'll call u later......

when i heard this news... i'm totally lost.... no direction and i'm worrying bout my mother.... she sure will get super upset.... so do i..... i dun knw what to do with my exam i feel like going back home and see her last face..... and i just wanted to hug my mom and try to have her happy.... but i know everything ...... i know that when she's alone at home.... she will think of her.....

when the day the casket is goin out from the house..... i saw tears & i saw sadness.... that undropable tears and the sadness that she had in her heart..... she cry out loud.... the first time i saw my mom cry so hard out and she is weak very very weak.........

i stand behind of her.... but i cannot do anything so do my father...... i won choose to say anything but deep inside me i know she is super super sad......

this death of my grandma come too sudden.... even i cannot believe and accept it..... although i just manage to saw her 3 -5 times a year..... i regret that when she is alive i din go and visit her often..... this 18 year of life i saw her getting older and older.... she start to forget who am i...... when i went back she cannot say who am i?!!

this very day will come.... but i dun know when......

to be honest i din pray to god.... through out this 3 days at my grandma place i din pary except for my food..... i dun knw what to pray for and my mind is blank..... what i know is when my grandma death i know one day this very one day my father side grandma grandpa will also went back to the lord...... not only them but my father , my mother , my auntie , my uncle , my cousin , relatives , friends...... these very day will come soon...... and we hope we dun want to know when.....

this incident came to unexpected..... and too sudden.....

Lord :
when this thing happend... i know a lot of things are going to happend...
so do you.....
i can't take it anymore Lord....
in this two years......
many things happend........
my pet pasted away....
my cousin brother pasted away.....
and now my grandma pasted away...
my mom's back bone get injurd....
but Lord i'm counting on you Lord....
even these things happend Lord...
i know u're with me always....
Lord maybe this is a challege you want me to face or maybe this is the time for them to go back to u......
we don't know so much ....
but only u know everything......
by now please bless those who doesn't know you or haven accept you.....
i'll be praying for them all.... although in this world i dun know all of them.....


brothers and sister in christ i hope u all also will help me to pray for them .... not only for ur non-christian family member or friends but to all the people in this world.....
we don't know when the world end and the second coming of Jesus Christ.....
but we know God is a God that will answer our prayer....

AMEN

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

She is always SHE!!!~~

recently i have contact her back.... a friend that i know her at friendster..... since 3 years ago.... we seldom contact each other..... but somehow we at first become kai gor and kai mui.......

she is a very cute girl to me..... she same age as me....... and she like know what i'm thinking...??! wow thats special huh?? but sometimes our conversation cannot click together cause she don't know me well....

in this year , we chat a lot..... untill her phone bill and my phone bill pecah record..... i know and she knows that we are gonna get into a big big big trouble .... since our bill "PECAH" record.....

so for this reason we start to back slide a bit...... our relationship is like gone.....

after that month i start to take the step to sms her and call her......

she encourage me a lot.... i'm thankful to that..... and i also often encourage her.... i can still remember she is having her presentation ..... she is worry... so i try my best to comfort her and tell her to do the best and leave the rest to god...... well..... for no reason i said this.....

ME : hey , don't worry ... i'll always by your side ... do your very best and u can make it.... trust i have faith in u......[for a sudden i become deric mok C.K] hahaha^^

damn what am i saying man..... do i know what am i saying to her?? but at least i try comforting her..... nvm nvm...... haha

other than this..... she encourage me for my basketball match..... i argue with my mom for some reason and i didn't told her..... i guess she don't know bout it..... i'm angry ... and i'm hot..... i've been heaten up.... i am gonna hurt some one tonight..... so i choose to tell her i'm having my match tonight.... and she said good luck..... to me... my heart suddenly become weak.... and lost the anger i have in me..... and i played well in that very match......

i'm happy to have a friend like her...... i hope we have chance to further up our relationship sometime......^^

THANK YOU

what college life is all about!!!
we didn't plan it...
but it just happended like that haha...^^


after practical......

Marcuz...... after all the hard work he had done..... he fall asleep in class......

btw he didn't do any of the practical haha..... [this is the true one]




Guess ~ PLS (open to ALL)



Can anyone answer the question??
Who is that Guy??
A. Rooney
B. Wayne Rooney
C. CBCFC young play maker
D. Jeffery Lee

Who is he up to??
A. A Girl
B. His Sister-in-LAW
C. Hilarry
D. A Pianist

What relationship between both of them??


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pls answer hahaha!!! ^^

Sunday, May 3, 2009

SOrrY........

To my G.A ......
i had lost the card u gave me...... i really like the card very much....
thank you for everything that you've done appreciate it......
i'll do well in my basketball up coming competition , studies and grow spiritualy with christ...
no worries......
keep me in prayer lah.......



BTW.....






*is too late to apologize..........