i want to write lots bout this boy that i had know him for mur that 10 years!!
but due to time i'll update when i finish my exam in cuming friday!!
until yesterday i know him well!! as in half of his character has shown!!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
yestoday~
yesterday beibi jess is mine.... hurray!!!
today i'm happy cause the 5 legend basket baller from saujana class of 2008 had come together in a match.... i hope we can come together and have a great match all time...
today i'm happy cause the 5 legend basket baller from saujana class of 2008 had come together in a match.... i hope we can come together and have a great match all time...
Monday, September 14, 2009
Recently~
i know a girl on net.... well she is 14 this year.....
we sms often!!she seems like a younger sister to me and i don't want to have a younger sister at the moment!! i have 3 for now!![younger sister]
1st younger sister at the moment ntg much going on.
2nd younger sister i guess i made she angry cause she feel me annoying her for times...^^[too boring at that time]
3rd younger sister seldom contact her , she's busy with her assign i guess!!
i love them much!!
i found out this young girl that i knew her days ago we can talk, we talk bout hobby, what guy like to have in girl and what girl like to have in guys.... is kinda good topic!!!
other than her , another girl that i knew her for quite sometime, i start to care for her, we both also sporty person like joking haha she also a good friend of mine!! thanks for some sweet sms and thanks for giving me a chance to encourage you from moments to moments......
thank you!!
we sms often!!she seems like a younger sister to me and i don't want to have a younger sister at the moment!! i have 3 for now!![younger sister]
1st younger sister at the moment ntg much going on.
2nd younger sister i guess i made she angry cause she feel me annoying her for times...^^[too boring at that time]
3rd younger sister seldom contact her , she's busy with her assign i guess!!
i love them much!!
i found out this young girl that i knew her days ago we can talk, we talk bout hobby, what guy like to have in girl and what girl like to have in guys.... is kinda good topic!!!
other than her , another girl that i knew her for quite sometime, i start to care for her, we both also sporty person like joking haha she also a good friend of mine!! thanks for some sweet sms and thanks for giving me a chance to encourage you from moments to moments......
thank you!!
as growing elder we need to step front.... but i wish to step back to those funny enjoying life that i've been in my secondary school life....
when i post something on blog or someone post something on their blog... if we did not experience it we won't know......
sometime i think too much... i always think..... i sometime won't even know what i'm thinking..... sometime i would cry cause i lost something.... add-on i sometimes will just fall tears for no reason.... maybe that makes me feel better......
i feel i'm weird, i'm lazy, i don't even know who am i sometimes!!! ahh~ ~
my character got problem, and i don't know what problem!!!
HELP ME!!!!
when i post something on blog or someone post something on their blog... if we did not experience it we won't know......
sometime i think too much... i always think..... i sometime won't even know what i'm thinking..... sometime i would cry cause i lost something.... add-on i sometimes will just fall tears for no reason.... maybe that makes me feel better......
i feel i'm weird, i'm lazy, i don't even know who am i sometimes!!! ahh~ ~
my character got problem, and i don't know what problem!!!
HELP ME!!!!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
To the 'SHE'
hey a friend of mine...
when u need me to be by-your-side.... i'm always there.....
i would sacrifice for you when the time is needed....
i would have u second in my heart sorry i can't put u first.....
i'm willing to do anything for you[except those hard one]
when u need me to be by-your-side.... i'm always there.....
i would sacrifice for you when the time is needed....
i would have u second in my heart sorry i can't put u first.....
i'm willing to do anything for you[except those hard one]
From your friend:
Zheng Hong
Zheng Hong
Thursday, September 3, 2009
TIME
i watched a movie... there are a lot of priceless thing we can't buy although we are billionaire......
when i watched that movie i learn a lot of things....
i'm now 18 , i still have a long way to go.... working life.... setting up a family..... growing up a child.... my career would be important than family that time.. but i had told myself my family would be in the first place besides 'GOD'... but until today i realise that all the while i didn't put my family in the first place..... i feel a bit regret....
i hope every children or adult who had read my post would reflex back how often that you go out with your family for a meal?? or sitting down have a chit-chat section?? i don't think we do a lot for our parents or family member..... besides those parents who give up on their children i have no idea with that topic.... but if a parent would always be there and sacrifice for you?? think back since when is your last meal with ur parents??
these days i been a bad boy.... my mom had cooked at home but i refuse to eat at home..... after that movie i only know that if just now i didn't eat at home and that would be my last meal with my parents?? i would regret for the rest of my life....
those time where you can enjoy with ur family is a blessing from 'GOD'.... i believe that in any religion our 'GOD' also blessed us time with our family..... we don't know when they will be leaving so appreciate the time where we can enjoy with them...
i think a lot of things.... i always think when would they been transfer to another world?? i can't predict.... thinking back when i'm young i always bring lots and lots of problem to my parents , i really really very regret.... i don't have any brother and sister.... i have only god sister and brother.... and best friends.... my god sister and brother cannot help me everytime.... my best friend would be the support of mine when i need one..... but in my family i'm the eldest and i'm the youngest..... i need to have a charateristic of a elder brother and a characteristic as a younger sister...... to me i need to support my own family with my pairs of hand and 'GOD' will be there to guide me also.....
i'll be a very busy man..... i still need to take care of my god younger sister..... my cousin brother..... and sister.... when my grandma just passed away..... my mom told me before ... u are the eldest in the lee family u need to take care of them.... and in the kwan family i'm also the eldest so my mom said.... you need to take care of them you know.... althought u don't have any brother and sister so in your life you will have a mission to take care all your cousins.....
to me family will be an important word in my brain......
for now i promise myself that i will take care of my cousin if i can.... i would willing to share the burden..... and sacrifice myself.... besides my cousin i also promise myself i would not leave my parents there and will appreciate when they not here.....
except my parents who i love is my grandparents..... i wish to be on their side.... as their age is getting older so the time for the in earth will be shorter.... in life there will be a lot of 'sadness' but as the eldest grandchildren and eldest child i need to carry this burden..... i believe my cousin brother and sister would also help me some of it..... as christ said before carry your cross and follow me...... so in the family i would want to be like christ..... be indipendent!!!!!
i believe myself can do it...... and i hope my friends will know how to appreciate the time when u can still enjoy with ur family members...... althought u have a lot of money.... u may not know how warm is it when a family come together and have a gathering...... this warm is where u can't buy it with money.......
i hope i will bring out what i will say and will not mistaken my own message......
when i watched that movie i learn a lot of things....
i'm now 18 , i still have a long way to go.... working life.... setting up a family..... growing up a child.... my career would be important than family that time.. but i had told myself my family would be in the first place besides 'GOD'... but until today i realise that all the while i didn't put my family in the first place..... i feel a bit regret....
i hope every children or adult who had read my post would reflex back how often that you go out with your family for a meal?? or sitting down have a chit-chat section?? i don't think we do a lot for our parents or family member..... besides those parents who give up on their children i have no idea with that topic.... but if a parent would always be there and sacrifice for you?? think back since when is your last meal with ur parents??
these days i been a bad boy.... my mom had cooked at home but i refuse to eat at home..... after that movie i only know that if just now i didn't eat at home and that would be my last meal with my parents?? i would regret for the rest of my life....
those time where you can enjoy with ur family is a blessing from 'GOD'.... i believe that in any religion our 'GOD' also blessed us time with our family..... we don't know when they will be leaving so appreciate the time where we can enjoy with them...
i think a lot of things.... i always think when would they been transfer to another world?? i can't predict.... thinking back when i'm young i always bring lots and lots of problem to my parents , i really really very regret.... i don't have any brother and sister.... i have only god sister and brother.... and best friends.... my god sister and brother cannot help me everytime.... my best friend would be the support of mine when i need one..... but in my family i'm the eldest and i'm the youngest..... i need to have a charateristic of a elder brother and a characteristic as a younger sister...... to me i need to support my own family with my pairs of hand and 'GOD' will be there to guide me also.....
i'll be a very busy man..... i still need to take care of my god younger sister..... my cousin brother..... and sister.... when my grandma just passed away..... my mom told me before ... u are the eldest in the lee family u need to take care of them.... and in the kwan family i'm also the eldest so my mom said.... you need to take care of them you know.... althought u don't have any brother and sister so in your life you will have a mission to take care all your cousins.....
to me family will be an important word in my brain......
for now i promise myself that i will take care of my cousin if i can.... i would willing to share the burden..... and sacrifice myself.... besides my cousin i also promise myself i would not leave my parents there and will appreciate when they not here.....
except my parents who i love is my grandparents..... i wish to be on their side.... as their age is getting older so the time for the in earth will be shorter.... in life there will be a lot of 'sadness' but as the eldest grandchildren and eldest child i need to carry this burden..... i believe my cousin brother and sister would also help me some of it..... as christ said before carry your cross and follow me...... so in the family i would want to be like christ..... be indipendent!!!!!
i believe myself can do it...... and i hope my friends will know how to appreciate the time when u can still enjoy with ur family members...... althought u have a lot of money.... u may not know how warm is it when a family come together and have a gathering...... this warm is where u can't buy it with money.......
i hope i will bring out what i will say and will not mistaken my own message......
YEAH!!
Finally i can recover from the pain i suffer...... finally i can become the brand-new me.......
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