Molly.....Molly

A lot of sad things happended this year in my life...... my lovely dog had passed away on this year march........ my friend molly had involve in an accident just one or two months ago.... and my lat brother ju liang had just went home with the lord just last wednesday......

So friday august 29 2008 i had pay a visit to Molly house...... this is my first time went to her house..... for so long..... dun think other things..... so Molly had been better from what i had expect...... lolx i've been thinking too much bout her lately..... finally i get to visit her...... she had 4 hot sister...... elder sister had given me a warm welcome to her house...... second one haven get to comunicate with her..... which had went to u.s i guess.....third one i also haven chat with her cause had just went home with the lord in the accident they had.....the fourth one... wow haha hot and spicy...... lolx joking.... ya she is very nice and cute.... beautiful one word to express my .... haha well u know.... erm and fifth is Molly...... hehehe Molly is very beautiful and tall..... just a bit dark .... but one thing i like bout her is very sporting...... she love volleyball and basketball.... btw she is a very sporty girl..... from the out look she look very cool but the inner her looks very girl and cute...... lolx she's a girl btw..... kekeke

i and kok how had planed that we will pay a visit to Molly but he ffk me..... so i just went there myself...... the first time i really feel boring in her house when i stay there 3 and a half hours talking a little bit... those who know me well i guess they know i'm talkative..... i will keep my mouth shut when ppl is angry i guess and when ppl is ignoring me....... so i keep my mouth half shut...... still try to log in to the conversaton where Molly and her friend had..... hehehe o.k at last Molly friend went home...... so i have a chance to talk to her..... i get to know her better..... and she doesn't look like the previous her....... i feel sad and heart aching when i saw a sporty girl sat on a wheel chair with her leg hurt..... i really feel sad and i'm speechless when come to the conversation that i try to comfort her..... word of comfort just can't express from my mouth......creative ords in my mind is fading away...... so i force to change topic.... so to have Molly not to feel boring i had promise her i'll be back to her house by 8 to teman her..... so i had brought my dinner and some apples to her house..... i'm scare when her sister come out and say hi.... but nop totally different when she puts her smile out from her mouth wow..... so sweet..... kakaka.... dun mind ya if Molly you view my blog.......

i stayed at Molly house untill 1.30a.m in the morning...... the eldest sister of molly's boyfriend teach me how to play poker..... wow how cool when u have some fake chips in your hand and u can throw it out like you are at casino.... haha but sadly is fake..... well for the first time i show hand with my low-sy cards..... haha and they follow so i lose all ...... if thats reall chips i dun think i even dare to put or throw it out on the table.... haha.....how kind hearted of Molly elder sister given me some chips to play but well with my pro mind i get to win some back hehehe...... but to make Molly not to feel so boring... we ended poker and played black jack...... because the time problem so in the last round i actually showed hand all my chips with the price of CHIPSCASH-1050.... imagine if you had that money in the real casino... i guess it will be CHIPSCASH-105000.... lolx... joking joking..... well some funny moment appear in her house where Molly fourth phyco sister haha...... she's cute and funny...... how good to have a sister ..... haha

erm Molly i will pray for you..... and hope u'll get well soon and go jogging with me with ur start la..... cause when you get well u can't have those very aggressive sport huh..... so take care........ Molly..

The Time We've Pass

I can hardly believe that ju liang a great guitarist and bassist in church and jamming…… and importantly a great cousin brother of mine……. To me you are perfect…… a good looking guy……….a good student….. a good musician…… a good joker…… a lot more things u can do perfect…….that had just passed away lately…..like wat daniel said, I really feel cheated when I receive this news………You really a talented guy…… but u say to yew lian[my auntie] no I’m not that perfect compare to joel….. I dun know y u compare with me?? You say now girl love those guy with a size big , kind , tall , …etc. but size is not the problem…… btw thanks for not saying me fat or wat huh….. haha….. I still can remember I stay at ur house and we play dota together although I’m not that pro…… but thanks for teaching me it…… I still can recall we eat pan mee together at serdang…… almost every Sunday we have a fellowship dinner at my grandmother house……and sleep there after dinner…… I mean our grandmother la……. And those time that you tell lame jokes…… when having breakfirst at your house……. Playing fifa06,07 I know u like to play rpg games…… like final fantasy……. Right?? The time we pass with the most joy and happiness is when we serve in vbs last year…….. vbs is the first time I be a drummer and play all those song…….. and the first time team up with u……. if I’m not mistaken……. You look cool with ur white shirt and black cap that u wear to play the lead guitar with ur white and cool sound Ibanez guitar which my father love the most…….. I know too u learn the song than my father love….. and to make the jamming session live and rocks ……. How strong is my wish that u can be back once again to jam with us……. Like july morning……. Have u ever seen the rain…… lodi…….. black moon rising…….. more and more and more…. I was really shock when I receive the sms from my mom that saying u had went ahead of us back to the lord where a place that no sadness, sorrow, pain……. U had teached me a lot of things…….. the most I’ve learn is ‘God will never make mistake’. Seeing you sleeping in the casket peacefully and with a face that I can see smile and no pain………… indeed the time for you is earlier than us but I know god had used you to send us a lot of message……. And indeed the place where u’re now is full with joy peace and full with praises……… worshipping the lord almighty……..We’ll always miss you and I’ll help u to take k ju ping although u know how tough is ur brother…… I believe human will have hard time anytime…… not only him but ur whold family……. I’ll do wat I can…… and most important we all brother sister in Christ will always encourage each other when anyone of us had times of trouble…….. Praise god that I have a cousin like you……

Late Brother Ju Liang.........

so shock when i got the news from my mother that ju liang had went back to the lord.......

this cousin of mine is a very good looking very friendly very clever...... and i could say he is one of the perfect one la....... but sadly he went back to the lord earlyer than all of us....... i wonder wat he is doin now?? praising?? looking down in here wat we are doin or blogging?? anyway his spirit of love and the trust in god had shaken most of our heart than we can find unity and bring us near to the lord....... many times we will ask a lot of question like :-

Why these things will happen to us??
Why these thing these and that........

let me tell u...... god had his big plan for us and he will always have the best choice for us........ like wat ju liang said in the early days.... remember this god will have his own plan for everyone of us and he will never make a single mistake....... when i hear this sometimes is really true...... he take away something but in the end we will have a better one........ the late brother ju liang went back to the lord first but when the lord come or our time had come...... we will unite together and meet each other in heaven praising the lord almighty .......... AMEN.........

clement u really make me cry when i view ur blog...... haha...... ya those VBS days is really the best day we have together with our late brother ju liang........ he teaches me a lot of things in my life...............

we will meet each other in heaven when the time had come..........

Malachi 3:3 says:

'He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.'

This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.

One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.

That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver.

As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.

The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says:

'He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.'

She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined.

The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.

The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, 'How do you know when the silver is fully refined?'

He smiled at her and answered,

'Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it.'

If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has His eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.

Pass this on right now. This very moment, someone needs to know that God is watching over them. And whatever they're going through, they'll be a better person in the end.

'Life is a coin. You can spend it anyway you wish, but you can only spend it once.'

Farewell Brother..........

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